How? How? *frustated

Today, i feel frustating. It is because, some minutes ago i looked at my friend blog. When i saw her blog i felt envy and jealous. You know why? Because her blog were so so so really really really Amazing! In fact, she just made her blog look simple and classic. But in my mind it were look elegant.
And the point which made me so so so envy was why i couldn't make mine like that? huhuhuhu
My blog look just boring, i tried to put some link in it, but that weren't work.
Oh no! I tried browsing to via internet to saw how make an interest blog look too. But the tutorial, were so so so difficult to did. It were just make me has a headache -___-

anyone, have you an idea? Or, have you a tutorial which is easy to understand? Give me once please :(

I Wanna Do, But I Can't Do

This day, i've still fasting. Yeah, hungry, thirsty,hungry, thirsty hahaha. Am i like a child now?
Yesterday, i was done with my registration in Cakrawala building, state university of Malang. Yesterday were being tired day ever, even i should fasting too. You know what, because i'm in 2761 number of queue it were became look amazing. But now I'm free! Yeah, now I just should to prepare my stuffs for move to my new room which i rent since i study at UM.
Some stuffs that i should  bring there is :
1. Bedcover, yeah that because temperature in Malang have a very cold temperature.
2. Vick -a brand of medicine product- because i have a serious problem with a influenza when i feel cold.
3. My lovely doll, Mr. Big bear, clowny, and shaun the sheep.
4. Drawing tool, such as paper, pencil, eraser, color pencils, spidol connector

yeah, i ready to go, and move. But i really really afraid if i get homesick there. Oh God, that because like i can't far away from my lovely mom...

okey guys, i think enough for today, sorry if my english speech really bad, or my grammar is not good enough, it because i still learning for how-to-write-good-english speech-in-right-grammar hehe...
Happy Fasting everyone!

Tuesday, Why you So Surprised?

This story happened at Tuesday.
At 4.00 pm, i just watched TV in my room when my phone was ringing. And i looked at the screen, and i got one message from my friend. She said that she were on the way to my home, and she said that i have to waited her in front of my home.
And you know what? that is my friend who arrived from jogja. Yeah its along time i never met her, because she has to prepare her study at UGM. It so surprised for me, and you absolutely knew, that i was miss her so much! we talked too much, and told our story selves.
that is once of my surprised tuesday.
At the second story, when i talked with my friend, my neighbor -who live at different complex- past over in front of my home. he is my childhood-friend. and too long i never saw him,talked with him and manymore. And this was surprised part. He smiled to me, and i did too. But i know that still has like awkward moment hahaha. Yeah ai just talked to him at social media. And this first time i met him.
So, why i called my tuesday so surprised?

New Header

Yeah! I'm absolutely confuse about my header look. Its too bored, too simple, and too artless. Are you thing same with me? I think you so. But i'm still don't have anything to do.
Ya, may be next time i will be thought about something new, interest, and more put art on it.
Well, last hours i just tried to put something new at my header.
It were too not interest, but just to made a new look hahaha..

I thought about ''what is i wanna do?". From, now or future. Yeah, so I thought randomly and actually, something about vintage things cane, an disturbed my brain, and finally i took some vintage stuff to my header. Some minute before i uploaded this header, i felt proud and happy with the result.
But now, i felt it wasn't awesome one huhu.
but, it was okay now, and i will be back with a new look again.
Tadaaaaah! its my new header..


enjoy my new look blog :) salam.

Sendu, dan Caffeine

Bagaikan berjalan di lorong waktu yang memiliki dimensi berbeda..
mencoba menentukan arah yang tepat untuk berpijak. Berharap sebuah seruan akan membelokkan arahku. Karna aku tak ingin kembali. Aku sungguh ingin sebuah seruan baru, yang menuntunku ke arah yg baru. Bukan. Bukan yang itu. Tapi yang lain saja. Sungguh! Aku tak mau.
Karna seruan itu, memabukkan. membuatmu merasa ketergantungan. Parah!
Jangan, jangan lagi seruan yg bagaikan caffein itu. Meskipun hangat, mereka memabukkan. Mereka terlalu hitam, pekat. Bahkan hitam itu tak cocok dengan sebuah senyuman.
Hey caffein yg memabukkan! aku tak akan pergi melangkah ke arahmu lagi. Kamu hanya bahan kimia yang membuat penyakit!
Hanya bahan kimia! Dan penyakit. Aku bersyukur sekarang aku tidak menjadi caffein addicted. Hanya sekali atau dua kali. Karna hanya keledai yg melakukan kesalahannya dua kali.

Yeah I Got It! Thanks to Allah :)

Hi everyone! It's long time since i waiting for SBMPTN result...
And, on July 8th at 5.00 pm i and everyone can checked the result.
You know what? it just make me has a heart attack, yeah you know what i mean guys.
I'm just afraid if my name, isn't one who accepted in university.
But, jeng jeng jeng.......
You can look this picture now!


And you know what i did at the time? I jumped and cried so loudly, Then i hug my parent tightly..
Whoaaa i felt like i flied, and i couldn't say anything...
Yeah i accepting at State University of Malang, and concern study computer science...
Oh God, My Lord Allah thanks to all which you give in my life..
I'm so happy now, that is price in Ramadhan month's. Marhaban Ya Ramadhan everyone, Happy Fasting!
May Allah give us a gift from Him...Salam.